my legal team told me that it would be better to leave this place i once called home. this search that was once my life's quest. but that legal team hit the big time and looks at a small timer like me as a step backwards...

anyhow the search is back on. problem is, when last we met here, i was closer to the end then ever, in fact some may argue that i was already there, and maybe that was too much for me... i just dont know. So the beginning of this marathon run has begun again.

even with the door closed i can hear sirens.... all day long. mundane day after boring night, the offers are there. more so then before. and i decline. and i decline. at least the weather is nice. the duality of life can most be seen when the spring turns... well it can be seen most when my hands, my mind, my words turn. the old question remains, is there love with hate, warmth without cold, weakness without strength.

ill open the door, both of them, let the air flow, purity.

/blizzard